Sadness n Happiness come and go...

Dear Diary...its been so long since my last post...almost one year i guess...huhuhuu...not in the mood to post something last time...so many things happened in my life...gembira, sedih, duka...all in one.. Never expect that my life become so difficult..Since January 2009 untill June 2009...half of the year gone with sadness tears...day n night crying...why this kind of thing happen in my life.....Let's start the story..I broke up with my boyfren few months ago...:-(..so sad..but im the one who want to broke up with him..Leo is such a wonderfull guy, hensom i bet..:-)....really care about me and would do anything just to make me happy...Huhhuhuuh...but after 2 years in relationship, i dont know how and why my heart suddenly change..I fall in love with someone else...I was trying very hard to forget this guy..but I cant...he always come in my dream..:-(...becoz of that...i have to admid that I have to make a decision..at last...i left my loving byfrend..Leo...It was really a hard decision..make me cry all night long..how cruel i am..:-(...I fall in love with someone who is actually doesnt love me I guess...:-(....So tired..to be continue..

Tiring and Hectic Weekdays!!!!!

Extraction!!!!! Fillings!!!!!...Scaling!!!! Argdhhhhh..what a boring request from patients....hhuuhhhuhu...this week has been a hectic and tiring week since 2 of the FYDO's are taking leave for 2 weeks...leaving only the 3 of us....doing the same procedure every day....everyday doing extractions...what a heavy work...everyday 100 over patients waiting to seek treatment....if simple extractions...no big deals...problem arise if 09 or 07 patients...i dont know why their teeth is like a stainless steel!!!!!...my god!! So hard to pull out. Always sweating when have to pull out sound teeth from their mouth!!!!....I need to improve my skills in extractions especiallly in MOS....huuhhhuhu...need more practice!!!!..Hopefully terror lambat laun nanti....heheheheh....

Tension!!!

Huuhhhhuhuhu...Hectic day!!!...tension sangat rasa mau telan jak makhluk sorang tu.. Talam 2 muka betul..depan saya punya laaa baik....belakang saya...huhhuhhhuuhuh...kutuk aku habis-habisan....sakit hati aku.....depan bos, huhhhh macam apa mengutuk aku...last2 aku hentam jugak depan dia..sindir dia habis-habisan...kaki bodek betul..ingat kan bleh percaya...rupanya menikam dari belakang...

Trip to Gua Niah

Since I was working in Miri, I got a chance last year to go to Niah Cave's..hahahaha...so much fun but also feels so tired...just imagine, 3 KM walking from the main entrance...not including walking inside the cave itself. Team leader...of course the one yang dah pernah pergi...that was Mr Bahrain...hehehehehe....very enthusiastic leader...siap pesan suruh bawa barang2 yang diperlukan..especially torchlight... hahahah.....inside the cave..very nice...full of paintings orang zaman dahulu...tapi tak sure laa wether Paleolitik or Mesolitik or others...forgot wolrd history already...hahahahaa...lama tinggal kan sekolah... .....Apapun...It was a nice and interesting place to go...for those yang belum pergi....I advice..please go there if u came to Miri.....Next plan....will be going to Mulu Cave...hopefully

My Llife after Graduation!!!!

This pic taken during dental nite KP Miri. Its me with my dear friend Hellen.. . That I became the MC and my partner actually is my boyfriend.....hahhahaha.. what a surprise......and that nite is also to be a special nite for me...this is the first time i became an MC...hahahahaha...

Congratulations To All Doctors USM Batch 2006/2007

Congratulations to all the Doctors USM Batch 2006/2007....best result achived for the past decade....I'm really proud of u all guys....wishing u all the best in ur work..hope u all serve kindly to the community..by the way....don't forget to pray for us ( Final Year Dental Students ) ....Hopefully we all can graduate like u guys....

Picture of mine

Ni gambar2 masa besday budak2 ni....my cake is not on the list cause my handy got infected from istie's pc..so i need to clean it up....so..later on i'll add my cake pics...hehehehehe...

Charile's Attack...

Aduiss...its charlies seasonal attack..!!!!!..huhuhuhuuh..ramai orang dah kena...include me.. nasib baik tak teruk sangat...luckily its just on my left wrist...hhuuhuhuh..teruk betul serangga yang bernama pedros tu......habis naik blister kalau kena...hhuuhuuh...hopefully tak kena lagik lepas ni.....

Lazy!!!!!!

Arrgghhhh....dah 3 jam duk menghadap laptop ni...satu keje pun tak siap...tensennye... Sakit perut pun tak reda lagi...hhuuhuhuhhu.......mandi pun belum lagik...I don't know why I feel so lazy today......hhuuhhuh....as usual, I have discussion at 2 pm today but still my homework tak siap lagik....hhuuhhuuhuh....I miss the discussion last night since i can't bear the pain I had.....huuhuuhh...I really had this PMS...when it comes, all my work need to be postpone...huhuuhhuhuuh........but luckily it come early before the exam..if not, my dear!!!! I'll suffer answering the exams questions....

My head is spinning around like a rollercoaster!!!!

I woke up early this morning...huhuhuhuhhu...feel dizzy..I broke up with my so called boyfriend yesterday.....I luve him...really do love him, unfortunately he doesn't like my style... Huuhhuhuuh...I hope he'll live well soon, and hopefully he'll change to be a better man someday....I know we'll never be together again.....my wish for him, may he'll find a suitable and better girl.....My words to u sayang.."You'll Think Of Me.."

Hmmmm...ook...I'll foget about that....I have a study group today but I have'not finish my homework yet...arrghhh..how can i settle it in this only few hours....huhhuhuhhu....It's about the pharmacokinetic, pharmcodynamic of drugs used in facial pain.....wowowowowow..... Hhuhhuh...very tough subject and they always give me the hard topic...hehehehe.welll I'm a better explainer I think........Ok...I think I'll off for now....see you later...